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Sunday, October 18, 2009

okays...
here's my emo post...
er...
jia's gone... one less companion to share my woes with... personally, i think he's a pretty nice guy, though we never had much time together... we got to know each other better through the same problem... (people, you should know what that is!)
he took evrything seriously, and sad to say, he pretty much bottles up everything inside him... never shows his feelings to people... quite quiet, to put it in a way...
okay... time is also flying past... sweet memories fading, with only bitter nightmares to replace it with... in a way, i'm glad this is ending, i can finally run away from reality, try to delude myself, without seeing them together and dragging me back to the present...
how i wish for what would have been, not what is.
but, seeing how things are going, that is only a wistful wish that could only happen in the past, or perhaps some alternate reality, where he didn't exist.
it's not that i hate him, it's just that i'm... jealous...
i know this is probably just plan selfishness and wilfulness, but i can't help it...
delusion, illusion, escaping from reality, coward...
but...
but...
but...
if...
if...
if...
those were just fantasies, this merely an infatuation...
why am i taking this to the extreme?
junhui

love forever. 12:11 AM

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